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Name: Sugi
Location: California, United States
Birthday: 10/3/1983
Gender: Male


Interests: Music. Depression.
Expertise: Music.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 12/23/2003

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Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Sorry... I have a new love.... LiveJournal.  So If you want to read up on my life: livejournal.com/users/bluetheory


Thursday, January 29, 2004

Watched Bowling For Columbine again.... Love it, but it hit me differently this time. Looking at it from the perspective of a walking wounded, I felt this disturbing feeling. How did those parents feel when their only child was shot in the face and others left to die slowly...? Guns are too easy to acquire these days. We need stronger gun control policies... or less guns. People say without guns, we aren't safe. We aren't safe because we can easily purchase guns. The media attracts us to violence with their media coverage on what's wrong, not what's good. Make things safe, let's stop trying to hurt others even if it means a personal sacrifice....


Friday, January 23, 2004

Everything is hard these days.... attempting to let go of something that isn't yours or even attempting to grasps something that you can't reach....
She's so near, yet out of my reach.... and if i do grab her and put her in my pockets, she falls through the holes... and I'm alone again.

It seems like everyone has someone these days. I don't know if it's just some kind of sign for me to get a life, find someone and make it all go away. But it's impossible. Everyone I like won't ever feel the way I do and if they do, they won't have the interest factors....

How hard is it to let something go that isn't yours? Worse than you can possibly imagine.... I miss being claimed by someone, being somebody, held by someone and give back the same feelings and anything to make them happy....

Where is a gun when I need it most...


Thursday, January 22, 2004

I need to control just one damn thing....
...I need to just calm down.

I'm letting everything go. Goodbye.


Friday, January 16, 2004

...in this small little town. Everything seems perfect right now. It just does. There's a photo of my band and a special thanks in the Editor's letter in Farenheit magazine. It makes me feel like someone that I'm not. Stuff like this makes me going to miss San Diego. It makes me realize how much I'm going to miss everyone. Especially you... we barely see each other, may barely know each other, we may barely talk, yet I know I'll miss you a lot. A short visit would close off this beautiful day.



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